After she stopped filming sex scenes with guys, adult film star Julia Ann revealed that she felt more in control.
Julia Ann, an adult film star, recently discussed why she feels “scared” about filming sequences with male actors.
Over the course of her more than three-decade career, the 52-year-old diva has collaborated with many other actors.
She has, however, decided to stop filming sequences with guys in recent years.
During an interview with Holly Randall, a well-known photographer, producer, and director in the adult film industry, she talked about her personal motivations on the Unfiltered podcast.
Julia explained in the show that she made her choice soon after being married.
“Everybody was like, ‘Oh it’s because she got married.’ No, no, no,” she maintained.
“The ‘fact [she] got married’ was a stepping stone to change directions in her career,” she explained.
“I was like, you know, it’s as good a time as any, because from our marriage forward it’ll be almost symbolistic it’ll just be us, right?” She went on to explain.
“But it really wasn’t the reason because he never put that as a thing.”
If her decision wasn’t influenced by her spouse or marriage, what was the true cause?
Julia went on to explain: “As an older woman who despises the gym, I stopped doing boy-girl because
“I was discovering that in a situation with guys, I had no control over where my fat was going.
“There is no bulls**t here; this is my conceited reality. I can arrange myself in a certain way when you and I have sex with a girl.
“I can approach it in a particular way and be a little more, ‘How are you today?'”
“However, when a guy is behind you, everything just proceeds as usual, and I can sense it happening.”
“And I’m like this is not happening again, right?”
Julia revealed that she got to ‘a point’ when she was’scared’ of what was happening to her body and felt’so profoundly insecure’ that she could no longer go on.
She declared resolutely: “Your body still moves differently even if you were a thicker girl when you were younger or, let’s say, you worked out.
“Your body separates from itself after menopause. A ricochet effect occurs when one region moves in tandem with another, such as when you move in one direction and it moves in another.
“It’s uncool and none of you were gonna be allowed to use it against me for the rest of my life and that’s what happened because I don’t trust all of you to be kind to me as I age.”